Wednesday, March 23

Ridiculous, I know.

What am I afraid of? When it comes to love/relationships, damn near everything.
I'm afraid to like you, and that you won't reciprocate on the same level. I'm afraid to be too honest and scare you away. I'm afraid to lose interest and hurt your feelings. I'm afraid of moving too fast and changing the dynamic of what we already have. I'm afraid you're going to grow bored of me. I'm afraid to get comfortable with you and then have to get used to you not being around anymore. I'm afraid to show how jaded I've become; even though I'm doing a great job of showing it with writing this post. I'm afraid you're going to get annoyed at the ease of my writing down my feelings but not being able to say things to your face.

Okay, maybe I'm not exactly "afraid" of all these things..but I am apprehensive as fuck.

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